I Wonder… (2013)

I struggle with words, what you deserve to know
I had barely moved on, begrudgingly let go
And it’s not that I didn’t want to know
It’s more that I don’t know what to say
And I hate how much it shows
We let our desires get in the way

And I wonder if you would like to know
That I’ve found love in the most unlikely place
That I finally let someone in
That my joy is etched all over my face
Despite your gift of the saddest news
I can’t help how much I want to tell you
So you can know it wasn’t all in vain

Oh, and I hate you all the same
For letting me get away
But I’m better off without you
Oh, it’s so cliche, and it’s so true
Goodbye, goodbye
Is all we ever got right
Goodbye, good night
Dreams that we stole
Goodbye, goodbye
Lust that we sold

And I wonder if you would like to know
But I keep my good news to myself
As I place our volume back on its shelf

-Kortney Marie

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